Jesus I forgot this exists. Fuck I really wanted to make something of this site, but I just don’t have the will for it. I guess it’s a good thing, it shows that I am slowly creeping towards becoming an adult.
So anyway I pretty much spend all my time playing Starcraft 2. Quick review: it’s Starcraft but 2. Campaign story is awful, pure boring shit. Online is great. More of the same but it’s been a long ass time since the first so it’s not as bad as Mario and all the Nintendo stuff.
Still trying to stop jerking off so much but that’s still not really working.
Just put up $150 on a copy of a complete Earthbound package on Ebay. Sad thing is I will probably go higher if need be.
I’m a big loser.
Haven’t been doing anything really, still just fucking around with work and other shit. I have some ideas on what to film but who knows when i’ll get around to doing it. I really want to do more with this site so I think I might try and do some quick reviews about stuff I like and maybe start using this as a real (gay) blog (gaygay). Who knows if I will actually do it though, I just never find the time to work on this shit, what with the jerking off and the Starctaft. I’m lame like that.
Speaking of Starcraft I think that will be my next little review, I kind of want to film it so who knows if that will work. Actually as I type this it probably won’t be my next review but it will be reviewed!
Everything seems ready to go and I can now start editing and shit!! I started working on the video that I lost. I think i’m just going to blast through it though, the last one wasn’t perfect but I can already tell it flowed better and I’ll just nitpick this new one to death until I want to kill myself. Now it’s go time, i’m going to try and make up for lost time. Try being the key word.
Slowly getting things back to normal. I must be some kind of fucked up, before I do anything I HAVE to get all my stuff ready to go or it bugs me. What the fuck does that sentence mean? Heres an example, I haven’t filmed anything since my old computer shit out because I don’t have my editing software installed yet. Hopefully I get all that sorted out this weekend then I can start getting back into things here. I am still thinking of new ideas and things to do with the site and such, hopefully I won’t be a shithead and actually start doing stuff and things.
Well my old computer died and I lost everything (at least for now). It stopped working so then I tried to fix it am I’m sure that just fucked it up even worse. I still have the hd and might try and get that recovered somehow but I’ll probably just end up saying fuck it. I had a whole review recorded, edited, and ready to go before my program took a shit/computer died. So I lost all that footage. Thankfully it should be easy to replicate, and now that i’ve edited it once I should be able to improve it, but that means it will take some time before it’s done. Doing this shit really makes me respect the people that can make videos on a regular basis. It’s hard to work in videos after work and trying to have a life. But I should stop being a pussy and start actually doing shit.
If my computer if fucked how am I typing this??? I got a new one! And it’s a mac! I am trendy as fuck now! Whoop! It’s pretty cool, and because i’m a student I got a free ipod touch, printer and money off. I spent a lot but I think it is worth it. Working with a mac will add some time to the videos too but hopefully I’ll get good at it sooner rather than later. I’ll try and record some stuff this week.
(ps the new Stars album is pretty good, not great, but good.)
